Re-arrange?

So, I am going to put this out in the atmosphere! I believe I am being called into full-time ministry. My wife, Tina, is supportive, but tentative. Despite my very own rational thoughts: "How are you going to take care of your family?!!" I think this is God's timing. His point of calling me out. It flies in the face of my own counsel, but I recognize His arranging... Even Ken is nerveus. Not quite the, "Come on board!" that would have helped solidify my next step. I feel like Moses, a bit, when God told him to speak to the rock. I feel a little like Sadrach, Meschach, and Abednego. They did not see the one looking like the son of man, before they were thrown in the furnace. Much contemporary wisdom challenges me. What I can't get around is how similar this is from the other times God has arranged things for me. How sure I am that this is God's time, is directly proportional to the first night I met Tina (fifteen years ago)! So, I need help. Help and wisdom and commentary. What is God telling YOU about this? Feel free to let me have it. I invite your scrutiny and vetting. Please! Also, you may notice a "give button" on the blog. Use it wisely and only as directed by Jireh. It is not tax deductible to you. It is not a tax write off for me. It's just you giving money God has moved you to give. Perhaps eventually there will be a tax-deductible charity, but not right now. I love you all. Receive a blessing from the Lord: +May our God and Father grant you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed. May you be filled with all joy and peace as you trust in Christ Jesus, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Amen.+